--1--
are you going to be married?
who?
you
really? who?
you!
--2--
yes, i'm going to be married next month
why didn't you tell me before? why hurry?
--3--
can we still be friend?
not with a married man, not you
--4--
do you still in bali?
why?
i will go there
so?
nothing
why didn't you tell me you were going.. and now already being married?!!
NOW
i'm so confused. it's still here. and real.
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Friday, January 23, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Love is not going to wait for you
as far as i acknowledge, there were 2 guys having crush on me. years gone by. i felt a bit honored that they, at least one of them admitted it to me, that he's been waiting for me since 6 years ago. but i was never there long, and they never here at all.
just before the end of 2008, i heard one of them is getting married this january. the one i deeply loved a long time ago. i congratulated him and deleted his number from my mobile. and now the other one is barely contacting me. he is online everyday at yahoo messenger, but we rarely say hi. there was no conflict, no nothing. it's just faded away.
i am sad. i fell that i lose something. its like beatiful pieces of my past is gone.
i know i must be realistic. they phoned me thousand of hours, they were willing to pay the airline tickets. but why i didn't choose them, is an undeniable reason. simply because...."they never here at all". they never visited me. i believe, if you really love someone, you will cross the sea just to see her smile. i did. i came to them.
and so it went by. now i'm here with someone really cherish me. i'm not going to wait for anybody else. and no one is expecting me also.
just before the end of 2008, i heard one of them is getting married this january. the one i deeply loved a long time ago. i congratulated him and deleted his number from my mobile. and now the other one is barely contacting me. he is online everyday at yahoo messenger, but we rarely say hi. there was no conflict, no nothing. it's just faded away.
i am sad. i fell that i lose something. its like beatiful pieces of my past is gone.
i know i must be realistic. they phoned me thousand of hours, they were willing to pay the airline tickets. but why i didn't choose them, is an undeniable reason. simply because...."they never here at all". they never visited me. i believe, if you really love someone, you will cross the sea just to see her smile. i did. i came to them.
and so it went by. now i'm here with someone really cherish me. i'm not going to wait for anybody else. and no one is expecting me also.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
3 Things You Love About Me
Guys and gals,
abis yg jelek2, now please list 3 things i do and say that suits you and make you think.."wow, this girl is cool". jgn merasa terpaksa. consider this is a a good deed for you, a ticket for you to enter Heaven. huahahaha... thanks again for participation.
abis yg jelek2, now please list 3 things i do and say that suits you and make you think.."wow, this girl is cool". jgn merasa terpaksa. consider this is a a good deed for you, a ticket for you to enter Heaven. huahahaha... thanks again for participation.
3 Things You Hate About Me
Friends,
in this new year, i have personality resolution. and that is.. i want to be a better person.
so please write down 3 things you don't like about me; the way i think, speak and behave.
consider this as the opportunity for you to say anything about me without me being angry to you.
hehe.. thanks ya
in this new year, i have personality resolution. and that is.. i want to be a better person.
so please write down 3 things you don't like about me; the way i think, speak and behave.
consider this as the opportunity for you to say anything about me without me being angry to you.
hehe.. thanks ya
Sunday, December 21, 2008
I become an Auntie
4 days before Ramadhan 2008 my sister bore her first baby, also first grandchild to my parents. A female baby, weight almost 4 Kg. I was home just to see my niece. Her name is Airin. She's so much like her father.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Lho kan tadi sudah, pak?
Selasa, 9 Des'08, 12 siang
kriiinngg...
"ya halo" ( ngantuk). "mariza?" "betul, ini siapa?" "saya malik dari discovery plaza. saya tunggu, bukannya ada interview jam 9 pagi tadi?" "lho, kan tadi sudah, pak" "mariza ketemu siapa, dimana?" "widya, pak. HRD, di lt.2" "discovery plaza HOTEL?" "hah? hotel??. waduh saya tadi ke kartika plaza mall, pak" "kok bisa? ok saya tunggu sampai jam 1" "makasih, pak"
Selasa, 9 Des '08, 9 pagi
"permisi, saya ada janji interview." si receptionist lsg menyuruhku ke lt.2 bertemu lsg dgn HRD. "pagi, saya mariza, ada janji interview" "dgn siapa, mbak?" "waduh, saya lupa namanya. pak manik gitu kl g salah" "disini g ada. pak andik mungkin. CV sudah dikirim?" "sudah, bu. saya kirim mg lalu lewat email waktu apply" "kok ga da ya. y dah, sy interview saja".... stlh bbrp menit. "ok, mariza. kebetulan kami akan membuka divisi website. krn CV tidak ada, ntar bsk kl mariza ke mall sini lagi, tlg dikasih ke receptionist ya." "terima kasih, bu"
Minggu, 7 Des '08, 3 sore
aku dan anton jalan2 ke kartika plaza atau discovery mall. menikmati pemandangan offshore dari sebuah resto sambil menikmati es krim banana split. 1 jam kemudian stlh puas menikmati suasana tepi pantai, kami berjalan menuju parkiran. karena ada satpam, aku berpikir u/ sekalian tanya. "permisi, pak. ini betul kartika plaza, kan? karena saya ada panggilan intview dgn HRD selasa besok" "oh betul, bu. lsg saja nanti ke lt.2"
Jumat, 5 Des' 08, 5 sore
kriiinggg..
"halo, siapa ini?" "dengan mariza saraswati?" "betul, ini siapa?" " saya @#$%^ma&*ik dari discovery plaza *(^%#@" "oh iya, kenapa pak" "mariza, ada melamar kesini. bisa datang interview selasa jam 9 pagi?" " oh iya. makasih, pak. saya akan datang." (sialan. tadi yg nelp siapa ya? kartika plaza apa ya. hotel ato mall? malu juga nanya trus, ntar dikira budeg lagi.)
---
kesimpulan:
1. dlm sehari, interview bisa dilakukan minimal sebyk 2x. jd jgn lelah mengirimkan lamaran pekerjaan ya!
2. percayalah dirimu sendiri sblm percaya org lain. apalagi Satpam!!
3. jangan malu mengakui kalau kamu budeg. Malu Bertanya, Sesat di Ruang HRD!!
kriiinngg...
"ya halo" ( ngantuk). "mariza?" "betul, ini siapa?" "saya malik dari discovery plaza. saya tunggu, bukannya ada interview jam 9 pagi tadi?" "lho, kan tadi sudah, pak" "mariza ketemu siapa, dimana?" "widya, pak. HRD, di lt.2" "discovery plaza HOTEL?" "hah? hotel??. waduh saya tadi ke kartika plaza mall, pak" "kok bisa? ok saya tunggu sampai jam 1" "makasih, pak"
Selasa, 9 Des '08, 9 pagi
"permisi, saya ada janji interview." si receptionist lsg menyuruhku ke lt.2 bertemu lsg dgn HRD. "pagi, saya mariza, ada janji interview" "dgn siapa, mbak?" "waduh, saya lupa namanya. pak manik gitu kl g salah" "disini g ada. pak andik mungkin. CV sudah dikirim?" "sudah, bu. saya kirim mg lalu lewat email waktu apply" "kok ga da ya. y dah, sy interview saja".... stlh bbrp menit. "ok, mariza. kebetulan kami akan membuka divisi website. krn CV tidak ada, ntar bsk kl mariza ke mall sini lagi, tlg dikasih ke receptionist ya." "terima kasih, bu"
Minggu, 7 Des '08, 3 sore
aku dan anton jalan2 ke kartika plaza atau discovery mall. menikmati pemandangan offshore dari sebuah resto sambil menikmati es krim banana split. 1 jam kemudian stlh puas menikmati suasana tepi pantai, kami berjalan menuju parkiran. karena ada satpam, aku berpikir u/ sekalian tanya. "permisi, pak. ini betul kartika plaza, kan? karena saya ada panggilan intview dgn HRD selasa besok" "oh betul, bu. lsg saja nanti ke lt.2"
Jumat, 5 Des' 08, 5 sore
kriiinggg..
"halo, siapa ini?" "dengan mariza saraswati?" "betul, ini siapa?" " saya @#$%^ma&*ik dari discovery plaza *(^%#@" "oh iya, kenapa pak" "mariza, ada melamar kesini. bisa datang interview selasa jam 9 pagi?" " oh iya. makasih, pak. saya akan datang." (sialan. tadi yg nelp siapa ya? kartika plaza apa ya. hotel ato mall? malu juga nanya trus, ntar dikira budeg lagi.)
---
kesimpulan:
1. dlm sehari, interview bisa dilakukan minimal sebyk 2x. jd jgn lelah mengirimkan lamaran pekerjaan ya!
2. percayalah dirimu sendiri sblm percaya org lain. apalagi Satpam!!
3. jangan malu mengakui kalau kamu budeg. Malu Bertanya, Sesat di Ruang HRD!!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Kengerian
beberapa hari ini aku ketakutan. dgn adanya berita rabies, yang akhirnya dikonfirmasi positif ditemukan di ungasan, aku saking kuatirnya sampe tgnku merinding. gimana dengan anjingku? dia terbiasa kulepas sdiri u/ jln2. kl spt ini, artinya aku hrs ikat dia dikmr kosan trus menerus. dan bawa dia jalan cuma pagi dan mlm. itupun penuh perjuangan krn dia g mau dipaksa dan sbntr aja. kl dilepas, dia akan plg2 sdiri di waktu singkat. aku kasihan, tp aku g mau ambil resiko.
banyak anjing liar di bali dan sekitar kosan. rabies menular lewat air liur sekalipun. dan efeknya mematikan. dolie punya sifat dasar galak. aku pernah digigit juga pas maksa dia masuk kamar. aku kuatir bgt dia akan gigit org lain, dan disangka rabies/atopun bener terjangkit rabies. aku jg kuatir mungkin aku jadi carrier, yg akhirnya nularin dolie, adikku, pcrku ato org lain. pemerintah dah menginstruksikan u/ memusnahkan anjing2 liar di jalanan atopun anjing peliharaan yg kemungkinan terjangkit rabies.
waktu dia berumur blm genap 1 bln, aku pernah sekali ketakutan. waktu itu sedang musim distemper. byk anjing mati kena virus mematikan itu. sedang dia blm cukup umur u/ divaksin. akhirnya stlh 1 bln, aku bawa dia ke dokter u/ vaksin dan imunisasi lengkap yaitu parvo, lepto, hepatitis, distemper dan cacing. sedang u/ vaksin rabies tidak ada di bali dan tidak akan diberikan, karena bali adalah rabies-free. tapi sekarang??? aku telp klinik dah 5x. dan yg terakhir aku meninggalkan no telpku u/ dikabari begitu vaksin sudah ada. sementara itu, aku sangat sangat tidak tenang. aku g mau kehilangan anjingku lagi. GOD, I'M SO SCARED
banyak anjing liar di bali dan sekitar kosan. rabies menular lewat air liur sekalipun. dan efeknya mematikan. dolie punya sifat dasar galak. aku pernah digigit juga pas maksa dia masuk kamar. aku kuatir bgt dia akan gigit org lain, dan disangka rabies/atopun bener terjangkit rabies. aku jg kuatir mungkin aku jadi carrier, yg akhirnya nularin dolie, adikku, pcrku ato org lain. pemerintah dah menginstruksikan u/ memusnahkan anjing2 liar di jalanan atopun anjing peliharaan yg kemungkinan terjangkit rabies.
waktu dia berumur blm genap 1 bln, aku pernah sekali ketakutan. waktu itu sedang musim distemper. byk anjing mati kena virus mematikan itu. sedang dia blm cukup umur u/ divaksin. akhirnya stlh 1 bln, aku bawa dia ke dokter u/ vaksin dan imunisasi lengkap yaitu parvo, lepto, hepatitis, distemper dan cacing. sedang u/ vaksin rabies tidak ada di bali dan tidak akan diberikan, karena bali adalah rabies-free. tapi sekarang??? aku telp klinik dah 5x. dan yg terakhir aku meninggalkan no telpku u/ dikabari begitu vaksin sudah ada. sementara itu, aku sangat sangat tidak tenang. aku g mau kehilangan anjingku lagi. GOD, I'M SO SCARED
Thursday, October 30, 2008
3 days @ home
day -3 to -1: tried to find plane/train/travel ticket. didn't get any. it's hi-season, student's holiday.
day 0-1: took bus from Denpasar and switched to train in Banyuwangi. arrived at Sby at saturday afternoon. ate Rujak Cingur; had dinner with my aunt from Batam in Plaza Tunjungan.
day 2: visited my grandparents' grave. tried to get return ticket to Denpasar but failed. to my friend's wedding. ate in D'Cost. met my best friends and had dinner twice (Malay Village and Izzy Pizza) in new mall - Sutos (surabaya town square). it's beautiful, but still some empty shops.
day 3: got bus ticket (last option). to Plaza Surabaya to buy blackberry accessories. ate Bu Kris empal and bakwan penyet lalapan pedassss.. bought ote-ote porong and kekian special for Anton. took economy bus to get to Bungurasih (bus station).
here's the story begun:
day 0-1: took bus from Denpasar and switched to train in Banyuwangi. arrived at Sby at saturday afternoon. ate Rujak Cingur; had dinner with my aunt from Batam in Plaza Tunjungan.
day 2: visited my grandparents' grave. tried to get return ticket to Denpasar but failed. to my friend's wedding. ate in D'Cost. met my best friends and had dinner twice (Malay Village and Izzy Pizza) in new mall - Sutos (surabaya town square). it's beautiful, but still some empty shops.
day 3: got bus ticket (last option). to Plaza Surabaya to buy blackberry accessories. ate Bu Kris empal and bakwan penyet lalapan pedassss.. bought ote-ote porong and kekian special for Anton. took economy bus to get to Bungurasih (bus station).
here's the story begun:
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
New Exotiq Villa Holidays
After 3 "painful" months, struggling in lots of work, emotions, energy and debate, the new website of company where i have been working for 16 months is finally launched. Same URL, totally different look. http://www.exotiqvillaholidays.com/
The work has just begun.
Post launch 1.0
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Talking - Chatting
The truth is.. i don't like chatting as i don't like to talk much in real life. I talk when I bored, want to make a joke, or change information (some I realize later on are not important at all). I enjoy gossiping though, as a listener! Even when i tried to get close to a handsome boy, i didn't want to say anything stupid and unnecessary so i ended up making jokes. (well... jokes are stupid and unnecessary!) 
That's why i don't write much. And when i wrote, i didn't focus on the topic. Some of my posts were repetitive. Even right now.. i don't know what i want to say. It's junk.
That's why i don't sms my friends much. I don't make a phone call just to say hi. And I don't make a house visit.
But I do enjoy moments with friends. Watching their behaviors, listening to their conversation and making sarcastic comments (hahahaha.. just to tease them).
Well.. i guess i must admit that i'm not a very good friend. But i'm lucky i have many good friends.
That's why i don't write much. And when i wrote, i didn't focus on the topic. Some of my posts were repetitive. Even right now.. i don't know what i want to say. It's junk.
That's why i don't sms my friends much. I don't make a phone call just to say hi. And I don't make a house visit.
But I do enjoy moments with friends. Watching their behaviors, listening to their conversation and making sarcastic comments (hahahaha.. just to tease them).
Well.. i guess i must admit that i'm not a very good friend. But i'm lucky i have many good friends.
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