Suma

Orang yang saat ini bisa bikin aku ketawa ga jelas dan gundah gulana. Aku kenal dia 11 thn yg lalu. Bertemu beberapa kali sesudahnya untuk waktu singkat, lalu sudah sekitar 8 thn ini ga ketemu lagi. Pendiam, ramah dan asik.

Well, aku dah bilang ke dia bln lalu kl sejak pertama ketemu ada rasa. Respon dia biasa aja. That's fine. Nothing serious. Aku juga ga tau mau gimana kalo seandainya dia jg suka. Rumit juga situasinya. And i know what i want for my future (i'll tell you later). Jadi mending gini aja. Ga perlu di follow up. I like him, that's good. Beri sedikit warna dan ombak dalam cerita hidupku until then.

----- UPDATE TODAY, 01 NOV

Semalam ku bilang dia kl aku mau sms dia tiap hari no matter what his response will be. Aku decide u follow my heart and do whatever makes me happy. Dia ga blg ya, atau tidak. Well, ini hari kedua dan aku sudah mulai ragu. Hahaha... Bukan krn imanku ga kuat, tp kupikir ini sesuatu yg bodoh. Lagi in love itu meresahkan. Ky org bego lho. Hp diliatin tiap detik. Bener2 ky abg. Dan apakah he's worth it? Aku dulu bbrp kali dlm situasi ini dan semua gagal. Just name it. Fancy, Aming... So, what's the difference with this one? Dammit! Should I take back my words?

My work

I don't like talking about my job or what I do for living. It's just the same. Been working in IT industry since I was in university 13 years ago. Starting from web editor, SEO until now Project Manager & Account Manager at once.  I don't know what I will do without internet. Hahaha... I guess I will stay in this industry until ..well.. only God knows. I enjoy my work now. Good salary. Good environment. I can go travel.

Btw, I plan to start blogging again. I found Facebook is less comfortable and safe to share my stories. Actually I was planning to either delete the account, create a new one, remove some people, or just put people in categories.