My new boy

He's born same week as his brother's gone. now my black boy is 4 m.o. May God watches over him all the time. And to his brother too.

I think the number is narrowed down

Tracing back my past. To find the one. Focus and solve it.
 
Clean all up. To make decision, for future I'm going to take.

I'm stuck in memories. I live in old feelings. I'm biased.
 
Is it worth to dig? Is it save to grab?

Will i get what i want? Or will i lose what i already have?

Nggonku kerjo

nggon kerjoku kok mesti aneh2 yo. onok perusahaan seng bangkrut gara2 google ngetokno kode nyar, dadi g iso nututi. onok kantor seng keuangan'e gak jelas asal usul'e, sampe2 dikiro money londre. onok seng aku gegeran ambek bos'e sampek resign. (seng resign aku, mosok bos'e).

lah kantor seng saiki, eh malah onok wong limo seng resign karepe dewe wulan iki. kaco kaco!!

satu persatu kuimpikan kalian, kekasihku

starting 3 months ago, aku mulai memimpikan mereka yg pernah terlibat romance denganku. each time i woke up with ecstasy. i felt something i thought i've lost it. passion.

last night it was my first love. Erik. anak berandal berambut ikal, kulit bersih kuning langsat, tinggi, gigi putih, mata jernih, bangir, bibir merah, baik ke anak kecil, sopan ke orang tua. sayang, saat itu aku masih Smp dan dia Sma. sayang, dia g suka aku. hehehe... to him, i was only a baby-girl.

but it's all in dreams only. i don't dare to have those in my real life. not again. not when i'm with him. tho i want to sometimes.

Pusiiiinng.....

project kagak kelar2. deadline kurang sehari.
pacar training 2 bln di sby. abis itu kontrak 2 thn di bedugul.

all happen in the same time. bikin puyeng!!!!

baru kali ini jadi project manager beneran.
baru kali ini ditinggal pacar jauhan.

bikin streee....ss ajaaa!!!!