Oh god! Moodku naik turun. Kerjaan disini dah mulai membosankan, pdhl byk hal baru yg bisa dan harus kupelajari. Pagi tadi aku begitu optimis, tiba2 sore ini aku dah males banget n feel bad about myself. It's stupid. Bsk akan jalan2 sm tmn2 kantor. Sblmnya semangat membara, sekarang rasanya ingin membatalkan acara dan tidur aja sepanjang weekend. Just to be alone. With my dog.Waiting for husband to come home.
Ngusir bosen telp rumah n berbicara dgn keponakanku yg mau masuk TK. Mama akan datang nengok aku dirumah minggu depan bareng sm kakak yg hampir tiap bulan dtg Bali u/ kerjaan BTS. I think I miss home a little. Bbrp kali pulang gak menyempatkan diri u/ nyekar. I think I miss to talk to them (the death ones - in front of their graves). Hmmm....
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Friday, June 3, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
I'm going to say it.
I will do it, sooner or later. Knowing that the risk is going to be tremendous. Best or worse to come. I must find God first. The rest will follow. Pray God will give us courage, wisdom, passion, and hope to bring all subjects, discuss and find the win-win solutions. I know this will hurt him fiercely. But relationship is about a mutual feeling. I just have to find the perfect time, though there will never be one.
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