Not a common title for a blog, huh? Its the issue of what we usually call - "reincarnation". Hindu and Buddhist believe in it as a part of their religion. I - now Christian believe it too (or at least I want to). Since I was a child, I've always been haunted by a very strange feeling, suddenly strike in in an unexpected moment or place. Dreams of something I felt I've experienced before. I hate it. I miss it. It's like something unfinished. It's like something is calling me.
I always try to find the logical explanation of this feeling and dreams. Maybe I've dream about it before and so when I dream it again, I recognize it. Maybe I've been in that place and it was a great moment, very unforgettable so that next time I come again or be in a similar situation, I recognize the emotion.
Still I don't have the answer.
Last week, my co-workers and I had a lunch together and we talk about "spirit world". Since 2 of them is Hindu, the topic and conversation were very interesting. Before we were born, we already lived and that after we die, we continue live as another form of life. It can be human, plant, animal, spirit or just wind.
If that's true, maybe it can explain my problem. Many of my problems. Maybe in this life, I still carry on memories and emotions from previous life. So strong that it can pass death. So strong that it makes me sad or very strange every time I have it.
I really wish I know the what, who, when, why and how.
