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Friday, January 23, 2009

At last

--1--
are you going to be married?
who?
you
really? who?
you!

--2--
yes, i'm going to be married next month
why didn't you tell me before? why hurry?

--3--
can we still be friend?
not with a married man, not you

--4--
do you still in bali?
why?
i will go there
so?
nothing
why didn't you tell me you were going.. and now already being married?!!


NOW
i'm so confused. it's still here. and real.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Love is not going to wait for you

as far as i acknowledge, there were 2 guys having crush on me. years gone by. i felt a bit honored that they, at least one of them admitted it to me, that he's been waiting for me since 6 years ago. but i was never there long, and they never here at all.

just before the end of 2008, i heard one of them is getting married this january. the one i deeply loved a long time ago. i congratulated him and deleted his number from my mobile. and now the other one is barely contacting me. he is online everyday at yahoo messenger, but we rarely say hi. there was no conflict, no nothing. it's just faded away.

i am sad. i fell that i lose something. its like beatiful pieces of my past is gone.
i know i must be realistic. they phoned me thousand of hours, they were willing to pay the airline tickets. but why i didn't choose them, is an undeniable reason. simply because...."they never here at all". they never visited me. i believe, if you really love someone, you will cross the sea just to see her smile. i did. i came to them.

and so it went by. now i'm here with someone really cherish me. i'm not going to wait for anybody else. and no one is expecting me also.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

3 Things You Love About Me

Guys and gals,

abis yg jelek2, now please list 3 things i do and say that suits you and make you think.."wow, this girl is cool". jgn merasa terpaksa. consider this is a a good deed for you, a ticket for you to enter Heaven. huahahaha... thanks again for participation.

3 Things You Hate About Me

Friends,

in this new year, i have personality resolution. and that is.. i want to be a better person.
so please write down 3 things you don't like about me; the way i think, speak and behave.
consider this as the opportunity for you to say anything about me without me being angry to you.

hehe.. thanks ya