Love is a disease. Its infecting everyone. Its the cause of everything in the world.
Yes, thats the idea in my head. And I believe it.
Now that brother of friend. Cant get him out of my head these few days. I dont want to get hurt anymore. I dont want to hurt anyone anymore.
I've made some big stupid mistakes in the past. Dont want it again. I'm in the process of finding my peace of living a solitaire life, with my dogs. Its been 3 years. He is a distraction. He will become a trouble.
So I will let this one go. I do want to know him. How he smiles, his way of thinking, his voice. It must be beautiful, I imagine. But I'm a coward. And selfish.
Damn, its gonna hurt. I've already made a plan to come home on December just to meet him. I dont even know whether he noticed me last week or remember me! See how feeling makes you silly!!
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