who i was before

was an invisible student, who like to sleep during lessons; who like to spend school break alone. enjoyed library so much. skipped "tata busana" lesson to sleep in an empty classroom. starred outside school windows and day-dreaming.

was a quiet kid. sweet and shy girl. a forgiving child. didn't know jokes and how to dress. didn't like gossiping. avoided crowd. living in my own world.

had 7th grade class twice. got 4 in english test. didn't like to study. didn't know how to write in ms.word until university. never been in Mall/plaza until age 18. didn't like to brush my teeth or wash my hair. slept under the bed. passive and kept silence.

so where is she now?