again i had this dream. i saw my new little one lying still. it terribly makes me worry.
a friend said "leave it on life. you are like this because everyday you expect this to happen."
i don't know what to do. I'm afraid to love, and to cry, again.
it's been 5 months i join a class at local church. it's all about sins, cross of life, forgiveness, life after death, kingdom of heaven....till now, the lessons don't satisfy my questions.
i don't know what to believe. my hearts. my logic. the reality.
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